This song is my story Crystal and how I feel every day without you. By Alabama (In Pictures) a tear dropping song ,its great. Thank You Alabama"

I've got her photograph on the stand by my bed

Two on the mantle and thousands in my head

I can't believe how fast she's growing it ain't supposed to be like this

Everytime I look at her I see how much I've missed

I missed her first steps, her first words

And I love you Daddy is something I seldom heard

Oh it hurts me so to watch my girl grow up in pictures

I sent her money down do my best to do my part

But it can't compare to what I pay with my heart

There's still one unanswered question weighing heavy on my mind

Will she ever understand the reasons why

I missed her first steps, her first words

And I love you Daddy is something I seldom heard

Oh it hurts me so to watch my girl grow up in pictures

It takes all I have to keep the tears inside

What I wouldn't give if I could turn back time

I missed her first steps, her first words

And I love you Daddy is something I seldom heard

Oh it hurts me so to watch my baby grow up in pictures

Hi Crystal, I can't wait to see you tomorrow! I love you and miss you we all do! Joy said hi and she loves you and can't wait to see you soon. Well got to go I love you and Will see you tomorrow. We Love You! .We love you Crystal.

Your Family Forever Daddy,Joy and Ronin.
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Crystal My Little Girl

Crystal my little girl you will never know the love I have for you.

How 10 long years we both have been all alone inside.

You will never know the happiness that filled my heart on the day you was born.

I was the happiest daddy on earth.

Crystal my little girl, you will never know the time I have spent thinking of you and how you were.

Crystal my little girl, I missed you growing from 2 1/2 to 12.

I want you to know you are my world, my blessing from God.

I am proud to be your daddy.

I want you in my life now and forever.

Never did I want you to go.

All these years we was apart, you was never out of my heart and mind.

Crystal my little girl,

I never did let go.

I always believed we would find each other again some day.

Never dreamed you would even speak to me the day we met, much to my surprise, you asked for a hug and called me Daddy.

As I held you in my arms the tears fell like rain.

I know I let you down a long time ago.

I am sorry baby girl.

I never meant to hurt you.

I have never stopped missing you, I never stopped loving you.

As I sit here writing these words to you, the tears still flow like a river and have since I last saw you.

But I know in my heart God will let me see you soon. ..........................................................................................................................Crystal my little girl........

Crystal, here is your grandmother Alma Carswell. She loved you very much. Her last wish was to see you before see passed away. It didn't come true. She passed on 5 years later still asking for you. God rest her soul.

CRYSTAL I AM SORRY.

I’m sorry for not being there.

I’m sorry for never seeming to care.

I’m sorry if you thought I never loved you.

For that is surely not true, I do love you my little angel.

I’m sorry for giving up,and not being a stronger daddy.

I’m sorry for not being there for your first steps.

I’m sorry for not being there for your first day at school.

I’m sorry for all the birthdays and Christmas' I have missed.

I’m sorry for not being there to dry your tears when you were afraid.

I am sorry I lost you.

I am sorry for not being a DAD.

I’m sorry for leaving you in the dark without a light to find your way in life.

I'm sorry I has not there to keep you safe.

I’m sorry for all that I’ve done to you.

I’m sorry for not fighting harder to get you.

This is for everything I’ve done to you I AM SORRY.

And I'm sorry you never knew the truth all these years and the truth is I Love You. And if you give me a chance to be the dad I should have been.

I will be there for you.

For you have a Daddy now and forever. No one can ever take that away.

Crystal M Flynn my little girl.

Love DADDY.

Crystal you were 2 1/2 years old the last time I saw you . So for now, see you later, no more goodbyes for we have had enough of them. May God Bless you my little angel and keep you safe. Love, Daddy.

.....5 Things Daddys Do

1.Will always be by your side no matter how tough the going is.

2.Will always have a shoulder for you to lean on.

3.Will always help you up if you stumble.

4.Will always have a tissue to wipe away your tears.

5.I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU CRYSTAL, TIL TIME IS NO MORE.

.....5

You're my life my hopes and my dreams, Crystal.

You're daddy's little angel to hold 4 ever.

A precious little gift is what you are, a shining star in the night.

You brighten my night.

And morning's first light in my heart.

I love you Crystal.